Post Ecstatic Experience

by Lifestream

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released December 15, 2015


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Track Name: I. Introspective Maze
Where all thoughts converge
A lost soul dwells
Seated on hazy Manichaean boundary
At a standstill of a bittersweet existence

Drowning in self-contemplation
Ravaging silence and blank stare
Paint me the reasons
Let me see when the curtain will lower

In quest for Eden
Perpetual fall has begun
Far above the wasteland of mind
Away from life
Track Name: II. An Unfathomable Dereliction
Thrown into the spiral of the deepest torments
Haunting echoes from rooftops of sincerity
When the old pains resurface
I pray for answers
Before the flame fades once and for all

This flood of tears is flowing silently towards an ice-cold ocean
I meet myself again
Languishing in front of a soul mirror
Cruel abandonment

By irreproachability
The heart of indifference must be broken
And emptiness can be filled
Envy or jealousy
Eroded by the obsession of the unreachable
What the hell is wrong with me

Despising hypocrisy
Your way of being and mine
Is my abyssal loneliness undeserved
I never agreed to be me
Now on the hill of the hangman
My corrupt spirit is standing
Beholding the fields of oblivion

Forces of the unknown are leaving me
They never really had an influence on all this adversity
May I appreciate the bitter taste of freedom

Nothing will ever be the same again
Track Name: III. Lifeless Solace
In trembling web of ruthless time
A leaf is falling
Poisoned awareness of the wanderer
Consumes his dreams
And memories

Burning on the pyre of a last crucial crossroads
The core of depths is passed away

Pending a reincarnation
Through a column of light
Exile of unfulfilled soul
Reaches rebirth


Radiant heat in the veins of a child
Ecstatic flashing vision
A brief change of state by transmigration

Peace is regained in palliative euphoria

Biting his lips by passion or withdrawal symptom
Soulless descent and somnolence
Heart beats are slowing down
Track Name: IV. Parasite Glory
My release rises over the crowd
Reaching finally the blinding doors of prestige

Do I hold the keys to exist
Extirpated from common sleep
The dream is however only beginning

Or is it the REM sleep
The last station before the eternal return

Interdimensional bridge crumbles
Taking an harrowing paralysis

The burden interferes in the bright mourning of happiness
Crawling around the thorny crystal spine

Devourer of dying egos
Grant me the optimal pathology
Plagued by the correlation of genes
So unstable

Until I become the shadow of my former self once again

Prisoners of this paradoxical connection
She spreads her tentacular arms
I feed her
To feed them all, to force-feed them all

Satisfy us with your joy
Ephemeral as my recognition
I agreed to all the sacrifices
For an uncertain victory

Moral decay

Even in melancholy, she will have maintained the hope
Hear the giant's distant steps
Going away under the sun of the great silence
Towards the land of memories
Track Name: V. Celestial Scourge Subjugation
And from the skies she arrived
Our supreme goddess
As the incarnation of sublime
Guide the elect to salvation
Promised since the mists of time

Destined to reign on this planet
By her superior power
And her limitless knowledge
The enslavement of paltry puppets

They try to prevent Mother's fulfillment
The saving scourge, by the art of deceit
Will drown us all in the illusion of eternal bliss

That inner voice plays with my involuntary usurpation
Manipulating by her cells in me
She traces the path until the end of the journey
To deify the fallen angel and call meteoric end

Crossing the darkness of space
This planet is your vessel
And one day we shall discover a new world
On which we shall build a brilliant future
Track Name: VI. Sad Thoughts Overdose
Track Name: VII. Two Faces
Victim of a budding love
I enter the temple of light
Effusive sacrosanct triumph
At dawn of new sensations

Slave of exhilaration
Eros addict
Perfect adequacy
The upper mountain of rapture falls down

A wind of spoken words
Shapes a cataleptic block
Blows away the ashes of a golden age
And forges the iron chains of sideration

Under a partial eclipse
Denial fills the refuge of flesh
Emotional lift has broken down
I had been waiting so long in fire
I had been waiting so long for fire

Random disruption of behaviour
Anger and prayer to reinvolve
In this mysterious journey
With no return

I enter the slaughterhouse of the rising sun
And glimpse reality
I can't forgive myself
Will one forgive me
Harbinger of mourning
Or death drive process

Crucified on the way to redemption
Twilight of feelings
Carved in a heart of stone
Remember to forget me

Revelation evolves in hemostasis
Bittersweet recalling disperses the fog
Emerging from a deadlock
A new will to live calls for liberation

Closure's threshold

Sentenced to cyclic infliction
I won consciousness of existence in loss
Impurity is what we aspire to
Fragments of the pitch-dark night remain
Track Name: VIII. Beyond The Seventh Heaven
For I am your reflection
The cradle sailed to the shores of the ultimate truth
Predestination makes me fall from grace
Thousands of stars will stop shining behind the curtains of clouds

Revealing a visceral seduction
To a mesmerizing marble wall
I bear the marks of the lightning strike
The providential intervention ends

Conspiracy of disharmony
You made me drink the elixir of impossible love

By their fault the sun dies out
Behind the crimson horizon

Blessed be the fundamental transgression
I burnt down the essence of my being

Ascending to the highest constellation
As erection of an ardent fusional desire
I feel the orgasmic imminence
Glimpsing the throne of Araboth
Beyond purest mystic pleasure

The hypostatic union falls in utopia
As the one who was to be mine
She threw me down below
Heaven is closed to me
I shall erase their spiritual way
I killed the comforter of degraded souls
My speechless pains

Damnation crowns the evil despite him
Track Name: IX. Banshee

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